swimming pool

It's 7:13 am, didn't sleep at all and my roommate left for two weeks....so, i will try to make a use of this cold day, to fight against depression! My first post, nothing interesting to read, but I'll write something later....after the morning swim in cold Milan!


So, I came back in less than 15 minutes since I wasn't informed on time that due to holidays, the opening/closing has changed :) what to do now? It's too early for studying and somehow I feel so energetic, actually its always like this when I stay awake for the night....I'll have some water with lemon and a ciggie! I am supposed to be studying really hard cause exams are in a month and I have 6 of them, yeah 6 to go and then I am done! I am done with economics and management and then I can start living! I am dreaming about it all the time....how nice it would be to finish and never worry again in your life about exams. Ok there are plenty of other things to be worried about, but still different ones. When I imagine myself with diploma there is such a smile on my face, I have an exact picture and feeling....so amazing!Maybe that's why it is taking me so long, cause I want to continue dreaming about that moment for some time.
I spoke to my roommate, she is at the airport waiting for her flight to Prague and then she is having another one to Ukraine. So much snow for this city, so many flights being canceled, traffic jams all around but still.... there is something really beautiful about this weather and the city. I think I started to love it...people are nice, they are smiling, they are shopping Christmas presents. Unfortunately I will have to skip all that, since I decided to spend the holidays here, not going home as usual and put a pressure all around myself.... STUDYING!
Italian language is very beautiful and since I studied Latin and French, it's pretty similar however after 2 years here I know only basic words and I don't even use them.
Anyway, Italy is treating me well, so I guess I'll return the favor and do some shopping soon :)
Milan....who had known I would end up here...