Life is full of beauty. Notice it. Notice the bumble bee, the small child, and the smiling faces...

The city still sleeps....streets are empty, people are with their families and my home...is empty, but I am enjoying it. Every time that I am feeling down, I put the playlist of Diarios de Motocicleta, one of the nicest movies I've seen, with the wonderful soundtrack.
How important is to have a fiend, a person for whom you know that is always there. It is very rare. I have a lot of friends and I consider myself to be pretty social but also extremely selective when it comes to choosing the people that I want to have in my life. Anyhow, there are 4 people that made a difference in my life and for that and many other reasons, I feel blessed to have them.
So, I am not lonely. But, I am dreaming about meeting someone, being in love and I really don't get it!!! - why does it have to be so hard to fall in love?!I like many people and I have no problems getting them, BUT I want something more, I want that crazy little thing called love! AND I KNOW THAT IT EXISTS!
Last year, I thought I was in love and gave myself completely, being 100% positive that there is no way I would get hurt. And I wasn't but I made the other person miserable because I didn't know what I want and probably I wasn't in love....i was trying too hard knowing that it just wasn't that...it wasn't the person who could push me forward, make me fight for him and love, make me wanting my time to be shared with him....and I got involved I think too much, analyzing emotions, stressing the importance of LOVE that wasn't there, blaming him for not being able to make me fall in love. Oh, how pathetic it sounds! And, what is love for me?! How can I know when I never really experienced it. As I am becoming older, I doubt in its existence...all the movies, books, music, St. Valentine's day, the whole profit-based idea behind it just makes it way too perfect, so I keep questioning am I crazy??? Do my dreams have a potential of becoming real one day?Or it's just me with high criteria and never ending list of wishes & dreams?
Time will tell, but I guess until that day of clarification comes, I have to work on myself, giving my heart and soul for other things.

I don’t know.
We’ve been around the world
in passion, crazy
even,
and we missed each other for a step.

P.S. The second photo belongs to my classmate, a very talented young photographer.